Friday, November 28, 2008

fOreVeR aNd aLwAyS...


Forever I'll be in love with you, forever and always.
Forever you'll be my soulmate, forever and always.
Forever I'll love you, forever and always.
Each day we grow more apart,
and each day I get farther from my heart.
How can I love you so much,
but yet not be as much in love with you?
How can I think of letting you go
when you think our love is so true?
What has changed? Is it you or is it me?
Why do I want this to end,
but yet I know we were meant to be?
I will never find someone like you and know that for a fact.
Being comfortable around each other
is something we've never lacked.
You are everything to me, my love,
my soulmate, and my best friend.
But we are drifting and I feel it coming to an end.
I want to let go, but something is telling me to hold on,
I don't want to wake up knowing that you are gone.
There are so many memories,
how can I just let it all fade?
The times we've laughed,
the times we've cried,
and the special times we've made.
But now I need space and I need to be free,
but why do I want this if I know you are my destiny?
What will I do without you? How will I live?
You make me who I am because of all the love you give.
How can you sit there and tell me
every inch of my body is unique?
Why do I keep believing my love for you
is becoming so weak?
I let my love grow and now I'm letting it die,
This is something I gotta do, I gotta let it fly.
And if, in the end, you're still there after all these days,
then I'll know that forever I'll be in love with you,
be your soulmate, and love you forever and always.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

starting.....


how to start??....
hmm.....nothing to say actually...
2day.. I've done nothing...
sitting, surfing, sleeping....
and.....studying 4 my final exam...
xlama dah nk hbs...
then get my first diploma in civil engineering...
i've try to picture my life 5 years later....
hmm....in progress..hehehee...
engineer going to be..
insyaAllah...Allah bless me..